Love

The boys and I have been having some serious fun lately.  Sunday afternoon Jon had to work so I took Garrison to see The PEANUTS movie.  It was one of the few G rated movies out there.  Jon and I made a conscious decision a while ago that he would only watch G rated movies right now.  This is his 2nd movie he has ever been to (first was Rio during the summer).  We had a lot of fun and it was a good mommy/son date.  Today we met Charles and Colin at the mall.  We had fun riding the train, rides, and carousel.  We all ate together.  I promised the boys a trip to Build a Bear.  Both boys picked the doggie (Snoopy).  This morning before we left was a rough mommy morning for me.  I lost my temper as I was on the phone trying to find Flu Mist for Garrison (on back order all over town).  It was not one of my better mommy moments.  I felt terrible for losing my temper and for the tired feelings I was having as a mom.  I hope my boys know that I'm not perfect and I will make mistakes but I love them and love being their mom.  I apologized to Garrison and he didn't really understand I did anything wrong.  I hope the boys always know and feel completely loved by me.  They probably won't remember going to get Snoopy dogs but I want them to feel complete love from me.  I love them whole heartedly

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love them whole heartedly.